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Following Bishop, This Excess Our Sentience, and Amnesia Palace

Tom Fisk

“The far shore wore a gauzy veil of rain./Dark thunderheads rose over Evian/and shook the silver surface of the lake,/ruffling like shot silk.”

Following Bishop

Come follow, if you choose, the clacking heel,

the slender foot, the measured step,

 

the darkening tide, the silvery shingled shore,

the heavy, mirthful scent of orchids in the air.

 

Come sit beside the coiling nimbus of her cigarette

to examine these disjecta from the chambered sea

 

beneath the world’s fluorescent glaucus light,

and witness all these prodigies of cruelty and lust,

 

the ceaseless slap of wavelets on a littered beach,

these sambas made from common speech. Come hear

 

her sly exactitudes all primly buttoned at the throat,

the bulky continents by color rearranged. Take note

 

of every shy insistence in the ear, each daylight dread,

these soft sonorities that bring the farthest things up close.

 

This Excess Our Sentience

What is this bluster in our weather

that accumulates as thought? why these

bucking headwinds in the languid mind?

 

And why exactly does the alien thing appear

upon the vague horizons of attention?

Who is it ferrets through our waking sleep?

 

What is it out there always manages

to come unwrapped and fly apart?

What anxious energy inheres in things?

 

What is it in the modest distance

of the dormant other thing that seems

to animate the barricaded silences in you?

 

and summoning this lonely plenitude you are,

cannot ever seem to simply leave you be,

apart, aloft, adrift in mournful isolation?

 

Perhaps recumbent in the perfect stillness

we expect within ourselves, securely wrapped

inside each one who feels and thinks and speaks,

 

lies one who somehow isn’t really you at all,

and from its unprotected quietude cannot otherwise

than rise, respond and interrupt your peace.

 

It seems sometimes as if your tidy separation

from the world out there’d been left to lie

undone, unfinished, inconvenienced at the very least,

 

by a separation so intense it’s left a surplus

in its wake, some vital organ dangling out, some feral

stuff within, to leave you in this sorry state

 

where everything you see addresses you

in the senseless stammer of desire, the ever-present

voice of absence, some wholeness that you lack,

 

the yearnings of your porous skin, the qualms

of sentient flesh, the way mind’s inconvenient

images arise at the distant end of black.

 

Amnesia Palace

People fix in their minds places of the

greatest possible extent…such as a large

house, divided into many apartments.

Quintilian, Institutio Oratoria

 

Out of nowhere, a stiffening breeze.

He opened his eyes.

The far shore wore a gauzy veil of rain.

Dark thunderheads rose over Evian

and shook the silver surface of the lake,

ruffling like shot silk.

 

Below his narrow seat down at the quay,

along the little inlet, black swans drifted,

dozing unperturbed in the rising chop.

All the canvas chairs around him

billowed out and wildly flapped,

and made an irritated, snapping sound.

 

He closed his eyes again.

The odors of the old hotel behind him

coiled in his nostril, the shabby corridors,

the musty galleries, the once-grand,

high-ceilinged chambers of this crumbling palace,

this disheveled refuge out of season.

 

Drifting in the soft spray

of the approaching storm, he wandered

in and out, it seemed, into the musty

corridors of long-forgotten thought,

past the empty niches of the mind lined up

along the winding walls of recollection.

 

Untethered syllables like sleek ball bearings

slid and weighed beneath the arching palate,

skittered and collided like billiards arrayed

upon the green baize surfaces of memory,

rolled like tapioca on the tongue.

 

Once the squall had passed,

the bellman ambled down the hill

to fetch him up for tea, this solitary pensioner,

living relic of the old school, whose thickset

poems posed so many intractable difficulties

for the unsuspecting reader.

 

Startled, he awakened slowly

into the shafted light. The redolent

melodies of dreaming lingered, ringing

in his anxious ear, while all the swans now

gliding proudly in the Autumn light, darkly

rose like omens on the mirrored lake.

 

DB Jonas is an orchardist living in the Sangre de Cristo mountains of northern New Mexico. His work has recently appeared in Tar River, Sequoia Speaks, Blue Unicorn, Neologism, The Ekphrastic Review, The Decadent Review, and many other journals. His first collection, Tarantula Season and Other Poems, was released in 2023, and is available on Amazon.

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